The grand subject of this reality flows through my thoughts and one night settled on ‘heaven’.  With all my beingness I longed to see a glimpse of heaven.  The next morning, I recalled my dream to my partner, the clarity of the dream was not a daily general dream, it was a dream of knowledge that came from more than my waking life consciousness.

As the hours rolled by, I saw that the dream was a summary of my life.  It had reflected my past with the principles that I had believed, the chain of reasoning that built the path I walked.  Four main truths of mine that were the reason for my past, the patterns, and results of my experiences.  Along with this, two other things were a part of the scene, one, what was supposed to be the most significant period in my life, that ended up being the worst movie produced was shown and two, my thoughts of the collective, the world around me was depicted.

In one deep grasp, I realised the dream was a summary of my life, my beliefs, my world.  This came about because of my desire to sense and feel heaven, so, I accepted the truth of my past, I was shown heaven, my heaven here on earth.

What more is there to share.  The cause and effect of my thoughts, words, and actions, is my past.  And as there is a part of me that thinks we are in heaven, here on earth, then the dream seems fitting.  Somewhat a poor example of heaven, none the less, I am responsible for that, and viewing the overview of my past gives me more reason to continue living a better example of heaven.

I re-entered the dream through mediation and played the scene out as it was originally dreamt, meeting each scene with a good thought, pleasant words, or a loving action.  The landscape was brightened, nature was full and lush, and the water was glistening.

Not long after, I watched the movie, ‘What Dreams May Come.’  What a beautiful movie to allow this experience to come full circle.  The depiction of the consciousness creating its own experience, in this illusion as well as other realms, connects with near-death experiencers, all encountering their own unique experience, each different from one another, not one identical.

The present moment is strengthened by my awareness of my soul’s consciousness that is always trying to guide, help and warn me.  To live by integrity and the highest good of my self is sufficient for my rich and abundant heaven.  The value of my inner self grew along a withered path splashed with joy and happiness, then the years of transformation bought forth my purpose and the manifestation resulted in the sensual senses of all the good things. 

If heaven is a place on earth, then I will continue to weed my thoughts, sense all good things, and hold space for love.  Now I understand what heavens worth.